So disconnected from this reflection
I can’t say why I let it happen
Where did it go, my heart grown so old
I won’t fool myself though
Nothing can hold or touch a soul
And healing is just a feeling, nothing more
All the things we labor and learn to ignore
It’s not me
But it’s me everyday
I can’t be
Okay living in yesterday
A hole in my chest, an empty emotion
I run to the edge of this ocean
Just to turn back again
Who loves what’s been faded
I’ve become so jaded
A watered down version
Of who I was made
It’s not me
But it’s me everyday
I can never seem
To be okay today
Everything’s the promise of the next thrill
A let down and its all going downhill
From here
Hit the top and lost
The rest of the feelings I’ve got
But I won’t know it until the time is gone.
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